Have you ever just been sitting around and all of a sudden just think to yourself... is this really my life? That happened to me tonight. Out of the blue I was sitting there watching tv and i looked around the living room surrounded by the people that are going to be my in-laws one day, and realized how happy I was. For no reason at all I just felt total peace and happiness. When my brother and sister in law got here I was a little uptight at first but now I'm just relaxed and I really am growing to like them a whole lot. My mother in law is awsome. She's always got my back, even when I think I'm wrong and I can talk to her about everything. She always has a smile and she's always willing to help in any way she can. My nephew is adorable. He's always so full of energy and on the move. He's always crawling around somewhere and trying to run (but he's now getting to the point he can walk 2 steps without falling down.). Matt's wonderful. I know he had a stressful day at work tonight so he's not real social with me tonight, but it's okay. At least he's here. I just can't believe that this is really my life. it's crazy! I love every second of my crazy, unpredicatable life!
- Location:home
- Mood:
bored - Music:my give a damn's busted!
I had so much to do today. I had to write my resume and a cover letter then i had to go look for jobs... not fun! I'm horny and I'm sleepy and i'm hungry. last night matt asked me to marry him and i freaked out at the question and changed the subject. it's crazy to think about... i'm trying to talk him into having a threesome anyone got any ideas? i am bi sexual and it really sucks that he dosn't like it because i like to eat pussy and most men wouldnt bitch about watching...
- Location:bedroom
- Mood:
busy - Music:get over yourself
- Mood:
confused
- Location:bedroom
- Mood:
confused - Music:come to bed






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